The Past Prayer Logs.

I'm putting in some of my past journal logs.

Today I getting baptized, yesterday I was pissed off about my Mom getting on my case about what to wear and stuff regarding the baptism. I was feeling miserable this morning because my Mom was getting me on my case AGAIN! And I usually don't like it when people jump on my ass and start pissing me off. Cuz it's shows that people just want to start beef or just ask'in for a beat up. I hate that. Well Pastor settled me down for baptism and I cooled off. I got Baptized and now I'm going to explore life of freedom. Right now I don't want to get married or be in a sitution of engagement cuz I'm young right now and I want to enjoy life and not settle down as yet. From the way I see marriage it's rough and it's not easy pleasing your spouse I learn from my relatives. But I would like to have a lady in my life to chill with, go out and have fun with. Nothing too serious yet. Well on to finding my Godly cutie boo! My christian life is about to unfold.

I went to Mississauga Church today, it was ok but I guess we all have better days to improve but I didn't care about service the main thing is we come to church to build a relationship with you. 2 more days till I see everyone in college again. haven't seen them in a long time. I enjoyed seeing my family and my friends in Jamaica. I miss you guys and I hope I see you again some day.

Things have been going real bad. I think I'm losing friends. I feel resentful and I don't feel like talking to anyone. I just want to feel comfort thru this. Because I think that's all I would like to have at this moment. I have a cold-heart at times but I wish I could change and spend time with people and not always be a lone wolf. I'm still holding on to my romantic dream. Lord please help me to keep my dreams alive and live thru this.