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It's Here!!
Sorry I haven't been writting in it lately but I'm trying to update it as much as possible.
April 2, 2003
Things are going for the climax right now. The House sitution is good but no update on selling the property. I'm finally going to school again!! YES God gave me the opportunity and I took it. As for Job. I really want to quit for something better, mabye something shitty for now. Then think of getting career after my schooling done cuz I wan to learn first. Computer class is pretty fun. You learn of lot of stuff. Personally I think the class I'm taking now is a lot better than what I took in college, cuz I get more hands on and after I graduate chances of me getting a job where I want is good. Hopefully!! The Jebez play is coming up and I know that we all are on edge but like my friends said if we practice our lines and do everything right, we got nothing to lose. I'm going to try and invite as much people as possible.
I hope this turns out great.
April 4, 2003
Things have been slowy recovering. But good news is I'm getting a lot of hours to work and more money. <:-D. I hope on the weekend I can go out somewhere and chill with a cutie boo and just talk get to know her, dance or something hopefully get her number and she and I can go out and have some fun together. And after invite her to check out the Jabez play. That'll bring the motivation up a notch ;-). I know that theres lots of beef with this whole Jabez play, but if we all do what we have to do then we'll be fine. This play is God's and we gotta leave our baggage at the door when practicing. Cuz it's all about God and not us. So I hope we all keep that in mind.
Dear God,
I found an awesome link that one of my ddr friend's have and I'm going to post it on here. Things are good, I'm getting a computer test Monday and I hope we all do good in class. We're still trying to sell the house, proccess hasn't changed yet. 2.5 weeks to go till my Birthday YAY! I will be 22 years old. My ddr friends hooked me up to another ddr site and I look fowarrd to chatting with new people and my friends one it. As for my job status right now same crap but I have a feelling sooner or later my job path is going to change eventually I just gotta have faith. And I hope the ddr event that all of my ddr friends are having turns out to be a success!
April 15, 2003
Dear God,
I like the things that I am learning in class today and things that you have showed me as well. It taught me to see things from a good point of view. I apologized to my friends for the way I treated them in the past. I really don't want my friends to see me a an asshole anymore. I'm sick of it, No more hatred. It's not a good way to live. It's better that we live in peace with each other, than beef and argue about stupid pettiness. We gotta let beef go. I would really like to focus on changing my attitude this week into a more positive one.
April 23, 2003
Dear God,
I've found my long time prayer Journal that I have been dying to find in the longest time. I was looking through it and I never thought I could write so much. But I guess had a really good communication with you back then. My friends have finished their exams. I scored 63% on my Business Tech test :-p. I'll try and do better next time. Easter Monday was BUSY!! not going to even talk about that yesterday. But chill'in with my DDR friends was fun. I can't wait till we have that big bash this summer. YAHHH Summer cruis'in, pimp'in, chill'in and kissing :-P LOL can't wait. I'm going to plan something like that in the summer as well big @$$ BBQ and DDR social but this at MY PLACE :-D.
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April 24, 2003
Dear God,
Things went okay today. I hope I get a better job soon cuz the people at the career center are trying to hook me up with something better and I hope I take the opportunity and change my job soon. Motivate me to do better. I know it's possible.
May 21, 2003
Dear God,
I'm glad UN Night turned out to be a success, The most funniest day of my life and the most funest day too. I'm happy that we're moving and we're getting a new house soon it's just a matter of time. But I hope I can have enough money to pay for my car repair. I know that you don't like it when I act too independant sometimes. Please help me to be humble about help when people give it to me and help me to appreiacate help when people help me. Please help me to humble myself and help me to stop being so shallow and egotistical. The world does not always revolve around me.
In Jesus name,
Amen
Dear God,
I'm happy I got my car back even though I have to get another new starter free of charge but I'm happy that you hook me up with my mechanic's car until I get it fix. Well I hope to be careful with it not to get into any accidents or get any tickets :-0. If that happens of course I'm paying for it but let's hope it doesn't happen. 1 week till we move into the new house. So much changes happening this week coming up. I want to thank you for helping me out in the tough situtions without my car. That was a tough 2 weeks to handle without a car and very hard for me to go out when I want to. But it also helped me to humble myself and appreciate what I have instead of crying for more things in life that I don't really need, and you also taught me to depend on people even though at time when I didn't want to you disciplined me to do it and the more I refused and try to do things myself the harder my life was. Inpendant is good until you just focus on yourself alone and not depend on others to help you out when you need it. In life you can't just focus on yourself alone, cuz without the people who raised you and your friends you're just pretty much nothing I think, Like God said without love you're nothing. Gotta learn to depend on your friends at times and family.
June 2nd
Dear God,
I found out some bad news on my car but there might be some hope, my miles are toward car heaven for my car and I just got that car last christmas and I'm hoping that the mileage goes beyond it's limits and works for a long time (Until I decide to buy a new car of cousre :-p ) I hope that it still runs great the way it still is right now. :-) I'm happy I'm driving but I never expected the car to gain so much milega already. Hang in there Jetta don't die yet! I need a car to drive right now until I afford to buy a used one myself.
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